Definition of Life and Memories.

You guys should have known about my determination to revert myself back to the tranquil and the normal Nick after being given some words of wisdom by a friend of mine. With no sense of doubt that being someone who doesn’t speaks foul words is one of the factors of poise in men, but by doing that I have brought myself a consequence, which is that I have to depart from the gang I used to amid in, thus I am in consideration to oust that villain out of my life. I’m at a position where I have to seize an action as soon as possible with all benefits and consequences in contemplation, to apprehend which route I will be placed on, perhaps forever.

After I quelled and foiled my worthless disposition within two days, I realize that I can’t communicate well with my old gang any more, it’s as if there is an invisible barrier hampering our distance to be more closer. Without the usual usage of terms and actions, we’re seemingly close but actually there is already a distance between us.

They knew, they knew there’s something fishy going on with me, but yet I refuted and retorted with a smile, somehow they knew what was in my mind, they said I’ve changed, for about a week already, which is the day I plighted for a change. It’s time for a decision to be made, either to depart, or bind.