Definition of Life and Memories.

After the mishap broke out in my family, my luck did not turn out very well, it’s as if the world is opposing me. Since 2006, I’ve been encountering numerous troubles up till now. The bad part of it is the challenges are getting tougher as I grow older, and the good side of it is I’m getting more matured and independant as well. To be honest, the life I’m living right now is quite much of what I wished when I was young, just that I did not expect it came to this by a really extraordinary way.

Recently I’ve been thinking about my past, where I live a life like a king, no, more than a king as I have total freedom. In the past, everything in the shopping mall is within my reach, there was no such thing as “cheap” or “expensive”; if I want to buy it, I buy it. I was too pampered I guess, my dad never refrain me from buying anything. From 1 buck till infinity, I can just grab everything and go home. It makes me remember of my trip to Singapore in 2004, where we spent like few thousands within days, buying all sorts of unnecessary things, included PS2.

A glamorous life like celebrities, where you could not possibilly thought that your money will come to an end, was indeed a dream for the entire human race, and I was lucky enough to experience it. Heh I can still remember the funny moment (for me) when my family went to a furniture shop and my mom asked my dad his opinion about a wardrobe, my dad answered “just buy it”. Although it may seemed lame and dull at that time, but now it cracks me up every time I think about it.

I would agree that life is a dream, where one is not feasible to enjoy throughout his or her lifetime. Back to the same old Chinese saying, humans have to go through four stages in life, which are being born, ageing, getting sickness and death. As far as I know, when we get older, the truth is we’re actually getting useless. Think of it, what can we do when we’re around 70? Roller coaster? Some gory and sickening movie such as Saw or Final Destination? No, even a hide-and-seek wouldn’t work.

It has been three years, and I’m standing firm and tall. I would not know if I am to suffer any breakdown in the future, but..while my sanity lasts within me, I’ll be who I am and just playing my role in the history.