Definition of Life and Memories.

I was deeply struck by some words just now, reminding me how far that I have breached the border. It’s about my act in the class earlier today. I found that I was being really rude with my excessive use of foul words today, although not a lot did notice. I guess the habit was formed after mixing with someone in class (Shouldn’t defame someone haha), now the F word can just slip out without my conscience .

Obscene and rude words in conversations are cliché among guys, so I used to blend in some dirty jokes in my daily conversations whenever there are only guys in the chat. Today, while we were walking to Alex’s car (Alex, Derek, Chris and I) for a movie in Midvalley, I spoke (thank god I did not act) with obscenity loudly just for the purpose of creating a humour mood among us since we don’t hang out often, or to be precise this is the first time we go for a movie. There was an Indian guy walked behind us but I ignored her existence though.

Hours ago, Ke Xin told me that she noticed I’ve changed a lot (by speaking those foul words excessively), I found out that I went too far from the limits, hereby I apologize for those who are affected by my rudeness (if there is). So, I decided to give myself a change, it may be a will that I will never make it true, but since I dare to post it here, I will make a change, for myself and you all.

My first aim is to curtail the amount of the use of the F word (and other foul words), I made it for the past hour, by really not typing (sms, msn) and saying it out, I hope that’s a good start.

Second is to oust those “guy’s talk” away, I choose not to embarrass myself for creating useless laughter (what more, some people do not even appreciate it although they might be worse)

I guess I should accomplish these two objectives before going further, as the possibilities of success is still a myth.