Definition of Life and Memories.

Along the years of high school life it has been great and devilish in times. I’m not sure if I’m born to be live with trouble, in fact I am the one who always get into trouble. Somehow every time when I’ve ran out of ideas to face with my ordeal, those mess will always got rendered regardless how crucial they are.

I’ve always been thinking, is there an inner strength in me which has been supporting me along the dilemmas and ordeals since I was young? Or I was built on the hands on God which I will never fall in any circumstances?

This strength, I couldn’t measure how enormous it is, maybe it can even grant me a ‘sixth-sense’ ability, who knows? I am granted. This strength might be just seemingly true, but if it is then I couldn’t get back up every time when I got knocked up.

I don’t used to believe in things that requires a whole lot of faith to get it present, for instance the existance of God which draws me into confusion and frustration when I try to get it embedded into my life.

So for now, apart from living on for my parents and future, I will also move along for this inner strength of mine, hoping that someday the truth will be revealed which is apparently impossible.